16.3.09

I jumped into the river...

so long time ago I can't hardly recall what it felt like not to be immerse in it. Yesterday I sang many songs which I've kept in my worse memories like if it worked as an exorcism. I don't know if it worked. I still feel that sensation of being listening to music through my hands covering my ears. Everything tastes real though. I've swum in the company of whales, unreal sea monsters, weird fishes... all coloured, all different and astonishing, so beautiful that, although I feel my luck has changed, that remains unavoidably. Well, of course I'd like to sit and chat. Well of course I like to stay and chew the fat if someone is listerning in... and I think some people is listening, or reading, which is almost he same thing. But instead of my voice, you're listening to your own voice, speaking through my words. Thanks for be listening. I'll keep singing and howling and dancing and jumping and of course writing. I've given all I can [and wasted all my payroll], but this is what I get...

6 comentarios:

Ayauhtli Yetlanezi dijo...

Hola... soy Linda... ¿me recuerdas? la biologa de Oaxaca... mmm... He leido algunos de tus escritos, me gustaría decirte tantas cosas. Si quieres ¿podrías contactarme? mi correo: aguila48@gmail.com

Joel R dijo...

The fact of someone listening is inherent to the red whale...It cannot be taken for granted, but it is there...It ain't there there, just there...There's no voice but yours as I read...Unavoidably as you typed & as the words got through my eyes til my brain...Is the river rainbow-like as well?...You go & howl & dance & jump & sing & please write...STAY & chew the fat...Profound giving all one can [never mind the wasting of the payroll]...Luck has changed indeed [you sang it first]...Hit the bottom then escaped then.....Reckoner...

CHARLIE VIRUS dijo...

well
if it worked as exorcism
fine
payroll always came
unless...

my sister in all all all
harms
could be possible that
you´re exploiting like a blossom?

i hope so
so much
cause in order that you make it
i could be more free
and happy

a real real big beotototote

CHARLIE VIRUS dijo...

well
if it worked as exorcism
fine
payroll always came
unless...

my sister in all all all
harms
could be possible that
you´re exploiting like a blossom?

i hope so
so much
cause in order that you make it
i could be more free
and happy

a real real big beotototote

Joel R dijo...

Yeah...A grinning Reckoner...

Joel R dijo...

Profound giving all one can. Why should one not do that? The point is, how real is partially giving oneself? I acknowledge fear & disbelief. I reckon oblivion & haunting pasts. Yet, there is no reason to keep oneself in a wardrobe if there is passion around. To lock oneself up is to restrain oneself in a sea of fantasious sea monsters. There are whales to be by...Hit the bottom then escaped then.....